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I was unable to lie down
due to the terrible back pain I now had and I thought I could get some rest
sitting in one of the chairs. I no more
than sat down, when a key turned in the lock and a guard came rushing in and
knocked me off of the chair and ranted for several minutes in Vietnamese and
kept pointing to the low stool in front of the table. I soon understood I was not welcome to sit on an officer’s chair
and that the cut-off stool was for me.
As time passed, it got to the point that I hated those stools with a
passion. The Vietnamese are short in
height, while the Americans by comparison are much taller. The officers who interrogated us wanted to
be able to always look down on us and we were forced to sit at attention on
those low stools. When he thought I
understood what he was trying to tell me, he walked over to the rat hole and
could see that I had relieved myself there.
He ranted and raved again and before passing out the door, gave me a
swift kick to make his point. I crawled
to one of the corners where I propped myself up and tried to get some
sleep.
A short time later that
afternoon, an English-speaking officer came to the room with my flying suit
over his arm. I thought I would finally
get something to wear. I was told to
put the flying suit on and was to be taken someplace where I was to keep my
mouth shut and say nothing. To
emphasize his point, he called in my escort and who should it be but Rope. Just the sight of him made me sick to my
stomach but I was so far gone by then, I couldn't dwell on it. I vaguely remember being in the back of a
small truck and when we stopped I was lifted out by Rope and another large
guard and carried by my arms to a pavilion.
I was still in shock and remember only small segments of that night.
There were many
photographers in the large room and they kept taking pictures of me. I remember one photographer bending down and
taking pictures of my feet and the bloody footprints I was leaving on the
floor. I was covered in mud and dirt
but the flight suit hid most of it. My
hair was matted with mud and I was in a dazed condition, being held up by two
guards. I vaguely remember getting back
to the interrogation room and the guard demanding I give up my flight
suit. I never saw it again. (See picture)
My interrogation began with who were in the positions of command at
Korat. I gave them names of people who
had departed or were about to depart and would not be flying missions to Hanoi
again. He left and a few minuets later,
returned and said I lied and rattled off the names of most of the ranking officers
in the Wing. I still was not thinking
too clearly and could not understand how he knew all those names.
They then proceeded to ask me repeatedly, about targeting, especially
future targeting. I repeatedly told
them that we never knew where we were going next, until the orders came in the
night before. I told them over, and
over, that I had no idea. They then
mentioned “new” targeting and the light came on, bells sounded and whistles
blew and I knew then, that my wingman was volunteering information to them and
putting me “between the rock and the hard core”. My life then became miserable, as everything I told them was
either a lie or half lie, and my wingman was refuting everything I told them,
The following days were
a painful blur. I was interrogated
three or four times a day by many different officers and civilians, always
sitting on the low stool at attention.
My back was killing me and after a few minutes I could hardly sit there. Several times I fell off and was punched and
kicked back on the stool. I got one
bowl of rice a day the first five days and no spoon to eat it with. I would occasionally be given a small amount
of water during the interrogation sessions as part of their "nice
guy" routine. Several times I was
even offered a cigarette. I accepted
the first one, but then decided I would not give them the slightest edge over
me if I had any control over the situation, and quit smoking for good, then and
there. I still used the rat hole to
relieve myself and fortunately, had no other body function urges.
I was repeatedly
threatened with punishment for my bad attitude. I told them only enough to keep from being tortured again and
hoped that the day would come when I could withstand severe treatment again,
but for the time being, I had to do the best I could. My biggest worry was that they might find out that I was
previously in the Strategic Air Command and that I flew B-52s. Should this
information be made available to them through my wingman, my future would
really look bleak. I was Nuclear Weapon certified, and could diagram most of
our front line weapons. I also knew a
great deal about Soviet targeting, ingress and egress routes, as well as
numbers and response times. If the
Vietnamese became aware of it, it figured that the Soviets would know, and I
would disappear on a one way ride to Moscow.
I worried about that throughout my entire stay in Vietnam.
On about the 6th day, I
was moved to another interrogation room just around the corner. It had rough balls of cement plastered all
over the room that must have been for acoustic purposes. It also had a large hook hanging from the
center of the ceiling that had all sorts of possible uses, none of which were
good. We called that room the
"Meat Hook Room". There was a
small rectangular table and the ever-present low stool. In one corner was a large pile of parachute
straps that were used to bind the prisoners.
They were not used on me in that room, but I was always aware of their
existence.
I was still crawling around,
as my legs were still too sore to stand on.
The nights were terrible because of mosquitoes. There were swarms of them every night. I was chewed up from head to foot. I still had only my shorts to cover me and
wished for some more mud! My cell door
opened one night and a guard walked in with a mosquito net! Could God have heard my prayers? It would be several weeks before I learned
to put that net up properly, but that night I draped it over the table and
crawled under it. I could not lie down
yet - and would not be able to for another three and a half months. I leaned against one of the legs and, as I
had not had any previous measurable sleep, I was soon asleep. I thought I was dreaming when I heard
noises, and then it sounded like the Vietnamese were torturing some other poor
guy. It slowly dawned on me that I was
the one making the noise because I had fallen over in my sleep and was almost
delirious with pain from my back. The
cell door opened and the guard shouted for me to stop but I could not raise
myself up, which would have stopped the severe pain. The guard got frustrated because I was making so much noise. Making noise of any kind was strictly
forbidden. He jerked me out from under
there, bashed me around a bit, and stormed out. I was afraid to get under there again and sat propped in the
corner for the rest of the night and fought the mosquitoes.
On the ninth day they
brought me a pair of crutches and indicated I was going to move. With my only possession (the net!) draped
over my neck, I hobbled down the courtyard to Heartbreak Hotel and was put in
cell number 7 which was to be my home for the next three months.
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